Spring here truly sucks ass

It's still winter and won't be spring until May.

Fuck.

Upside, I'm okay and got a poem submitted. Enjoy it!

Cheers,
K.

Oh boy...

Been long time. Personal shit happened, and uh work makes me sleepy and lazy. I try my bestest honest!

Since well October, my writing suffered alot due to my grandmother dying. It took alot out of me. I finally got it back a couple of weeks ago so I hope to frequent here more.

So do please forgive me, for those who lurk and read my stuff....I think. I am not popular but to the few lurkers and friends, sorry for not updating! I just didn't find the purpose of journal entry when I had nothing to give. It truly sucked.

I"m now in process of making my happiness and it has been working out slowly. I'm kinda soulsearching you know? Cheesy word but it'll do.

I have so much to catch up on lol

With that said, I hav ea proposition for people...to make up for the months lost.

Give me a theme or simple word you adore and I'll turn it into a poem or short story. I'm determined to keep my writing mojo alive. So chop chop people and I'll do my part. How does that sound?

I really hope I get responses lol Eep.

So i'm gonna wrap up the odds and ends now.

Cheers! (god the cheerleading smilie is cute lol)
K.

Short note here, nothing too whiny bitchiness. Ya lot had too much of that from me. So in a nifty list I'll focus on goofy or uh stuff...

1. I'm so weird...duh

2. I'm okay. Goody. Gimme a tootsie roll. Got me some lovehandles (yipee i got me lovehandles back...yep refer to #1)

3. Saw Annapolis. Wet hot men grunting in the rain...can't get it outta my head. Mamma mia! (Yes I'm single, lemme live it up hmph)

4. Hello Sarah! It sucks royal ass your mouth is hurting. I hope you had lots of ice cream and cold drinks, painkillers if you had any. Hope you slept okay and the swellign went down Sorry about last chat. Got annoying parents sometimes.

5. Hey Shannon...hope your thumb's ok. My dad broke his thumb in hockey. Nothing close to Lacrosse but it's pretty painful. Seems fast to heal though since it's a small bone. Guess you'er typing...one handed...so much for writing about hot man love! (Sorry just couldn't resist...don't go sucking your thumb now...oh man...i'll shut up now.) Hope to chat with you soon. Catch up and stuff.

6. I really love my new sofa. Oh hell yeah. First night I got it, I fell asleep in it haha. Yep lovely sofa. I am glad I got it. My apt is all mine so it's a bit more homey now.

7. I need a new alarm clock. I killed mine...*shifty eyes* uh...yeah.

8. How the hell you cook chewy bacon!? I always make it a bit too crispy...Tried everything. It's bacon...how embarrassing. Any tips please share...

9. I'm so happy is letting me write a poem on the kickass photography entitled, "Playground Punk". I have to finalize that soon to show everyone

10. I'm finally adjusted fully on being alone.I get nervous sometimes...but I think that's normal. Ups and downs in everything I guess.

11. I'm going to a wedding next Saturday and I brought a dress. *loud gasp* Yeah...me! Guess what colour? Black with a pink ribbon above the waist. Like...deep pink.Me of all people. I tried it on and I look ok. I got another dress though and it's a plain black dress but I call it my sexy little black dress.I was excited when saaw that because I can show off Sarah's gift (beautiful green necklace...very classy) to me properly. Just simply...lovely.

12. I sound kinda stupid here since I like rock and metal basically (wide rangeof music depending on mood) but Maroon 5's latest album is not bad. There's some decent songs on it. Think it's enjoyable because you can dance and sing along with it.

13.I'm tired...in case i forgot to say something, fill in the following blank: _____________________________. lol

Night everyone. cheers and sleep good.

Yeah...

I got two chapters of King of Hearts (working title) submitted but don't give a shit if anyone comments. You lot want sex sex sex. Pisses the fuck out of me. But whatever.

I'm alone and stressed out beyond belief. I feel like I need to cry but i can't... No job (and no one's calling me up. I feel completely useless. I guess I'm truly a starving writer...)

My psychological side is a bit damaged and my sister isn't helping. She's sleeping over for a couple days...I had enough of her. She criticizes me too much adn she's a year younger. She's a such a bitch. I don't know why cleavage is OH SO BAD. It's one of my good qualities and its fuckin summer. I ain't covering up. Common sense people.

It hurt how and what she said though. She had to the nerve to say in a mall of people yesterday that I embarrass her because my boobs hang out too much. I told her to fuck off. Made my little demon in myhead beat on me and made me feel low.

I"m writing poems today. I might post some in DA but who really cares.

yeah i'm in a crap mood today so happy go go shit is out of the window today. i feel a bit better venting though.Always good to vent. Without a means to do so, i'd probably be in a padded room lol.

Hello,

I haven't around much on DA, because of the roommate trouble I had. About a month ago now she brought homea puppy even though landlord said no pets. I told her what the landlord said but of course a breeder had to show her the puppy (purebred Labrador) and she told me like 1 am in the morning that she was getting it. I was...stunned and told her "no!" I flipped out a bit and she assured me that she was going home for 2 months in couple of weeks anyway. So I tried to be a good sport andbe excited to have a 6 week old puppy....

Yeah 2 weeks later, I'm fed up. I can't do it anymore. I have physical limits so I can't take care of a dog that size. Last week I told roomy to leave foe good because I didn't want a fullgrown Lab running about the apt. For a big dog like that, the area i'm in is bad for it. The apt is too small for a dog like that too. I'm reasonable people! Sherry thinks I'm unfair but hey she wasted her rent money on the dog - now she owesme over 500 bucks. 545 to be exact. She never paid up and i'm tempted to hike it up to 600 because the dog damaged some of my stuff and never sherry's. Sherry always give him something he's not supposed to chew on, and is mad at me because I always lock him up in the kennel when she's working. Tough. The dog pees and pooes everywhere or destroys something and I can't keep up. A few hours won't hurt!

Now she's barely cleaning up after the pup. The apt STINKS.

I'm giving her until Tuesday to get her shit outta here. I'm tired, real damn tired. She better pay me rent...

What a summer I'm having. I'm stressed out beyond belief. I'm hanging in there. I can't wait until she goes. I think I'll like living on my own. It'll do me good. But the hurt is still there. For the past three summers it's been...hell. So maybe the 3s thing will happen for me. I can only hope. Another friend lost...how fucking depressing. *sigh*

Things will look up right?